where am I going?

Do you ever feel like sometimes your life in just spiraling out of control? Well that's how I feel in this moment. I want the Lord's will for my life. It's just that I dont have the slightest clue of what that is. I am currently reading through Numbers right now and the Isrealites keep saying to Moses "why have you brought us out here to die?" Then the Lord will say to Moses, "Go hit that rock and water will come out and they wont be thirsty anymore". Then the Lord says "For I am the Lord" (of course all that is a paraphrase) :) God knows what is best for my life and I just have to follow his lead because he wont let me "die".